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Oct. 22nd, 2002 03:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zesty_pintoWell it was bound to happen.
The last few weeks I was in a mental slump. Perhaps it was Seasonal Affective Disorder or something like that since there was so much rain, but for that time being, I was afraid of going to class or even stepping outside. Because of this, I ended up missing valuable classes. My Western Civ. professor told me to withdraw from her class because I missed too many days from it, so I have to pay the piper whilst I try to catch up on my notes. Unfortunately, I can't repair the past, but I have to make amends for the future. If anything, I need to find a way to conquer this slump. I know it'll happen to me again, and that is why I fear it. I can't fear it now though; right now I'm too jammed up from rem cycle to be unable to sleep (even though my body could always use a nap once in awhile). I also don't want to take that @#(* Paxil. I spent 180 dollars for stuff that never seemed to show visible improvements and even more ironically, I was unable to get more prescriptions of since my advisors were never there to give me my prescription forms in the first place. The endless loop was horrid, but thankfully right now I'm okay... for now. I just need to find some way get out of it when it strikes me again.
By the way, after a discussion with my history professor she mentioned something that I just need to hear from someone else: is it true that George Bush made a speech to the US about how he's pissed at Saddam because he tried to kill his dad? Someone please tell me that isn't the case, because I really want to think there's real intelligence in the white house these days... -_-
And now... I study more! Wheee!
The last few weeks I was in a mental slump. Perhaps it was Seasonal Affective Disorder or something like that since there was so much rain, but for that time being, I was afraid of going to class or even stepping outside. Because of this, I ended up missing valuable classes. My Western Civ. professor told me to withdraw from her class because I missed too many days from it, so I have to pay the piper whilst I try to catch up on my notes. Unfortunately, I can't repair the past, but I have to make amends for the future. If anything, I need to find a way to conquer this slump. I know it'll happen to me again, and that is why I fear it. I can't fear it now though; right now I'm too jammed up from rem cycle to be unable to sleep (even though my body could always use a nap once in awhile). I also don't want to take that @#(* Paxil. I spent 180 dollars for stuff that never seemed to show visible improvements and even more ironically, I was unable to get more prescriptions of since my advisors were never there to give me my prescription forms in the first place. The endless loop was horrid, but thankfully right now I'm okay... for now. I just need to find some way get out of it when it strikes me again.
By the way, after a discussion with my history professor she mentioned something that I just need to hear from someone else: is it true that George Bush made a speech to the US about how he's pissed at Saddam because he tried to kill his dad? Someone please tell me that isn't the case, because I really want to think there's real intelligence in the white house these days... -_-
And now... I study more! Wheee!
