I loved brave new world. Although I can't say I was terribly satisfied with the ending.

I don't think you're crazy for wanting to be celibate. I think if it's truly what you want then it's a good thing. I guess I was just worried that you were just giving up hope and resigning yourself to this because even though you'd be happier with another you believed that it's impossible. I guess I'm just a big advocate of not giving up. *hugs* Just be happy, that's all that's important. *smiles*